Your blog.

Does your blog reflect your persona ? Are you laidback or being yourself on your blog? Can you be uncensored on your blog ? Answer on following parameters :

• Readers opinions. Do they influence you ?
• Can you take criticism in good sense ? (i dont in most cases)
• How pleasent are you on the blog ? And
• Do you cherish the thoughts of writing your expressions here, which you feel are difficult to be shared with others not on the blog world.

Cheers. I am confused to go or not to go.

A parasite

One of the team mates in my team has an amazing effect on me. He is testing my patience, commu skills and energy almost every day. He is the worst, lampoon, a shitbag with no ethics, no desire to set the things right. I had to get him on board when my PM recommended him with all good words -- committed, eager to learn, intellighent. Heck no, he is a numero uno asshole. Fucked up dimwit.

I gave him 2 tasks which he has screwed up. Delayed the schedule. I being the lead own the bottomline, so i talked to him 2 weeks back first. And then went on talking and talking every day to understand his problem. He said "i m trying", " i m doing". And 0 output. As project goes to a crunch phase, the dude gets e1 more irritating. Every morning he comes up with his irritating face and silly excuses. I sensitized him with all possible consequences -- bad appraisal, bad feedback, bad rating and finally loss of job. He didnt budge.

Asked PM for replacement, she refused. So i have to live with this idiot asshole person not ready to mend his ways. And this is shittiest of person i have ever known. He is a parasite who sucks your blood with faked up ignorance.

Bloody asshole. Dont know how long i gotta tolertate this fuckard. It drains me in the end of every meeting / session with him but he doesnt budge. And PM doesnt replace him. Life me shit happens, and with me it happens more frequently than in anybody else.

A parasite

One of the team mates in my team has an amazing effect on me. He is testing my patience, commu skills and energy almost every day. He is the worst, lampoon, a shitbag with no ethics, no desire to set the things right. I had to get him on board when my PM recommended him with all good words -- committed, eager to learn, intellighent. Heck no, he is a numero uno asshole. Fucked up dimwit.

I gave him 2 tasks which he has screwed up. Delayed the schedule. I being the lead own the bottomline, so i talked to him 2 weeks back first. And then went on talking and talking every day to understand his problem. He said "i m trying", " i m doing". And 0 output. As project goes to a crunch phase, the dude gets e1 more irritating. Every morning he comes up with his irritating face and silly excuses. I sensitized him with all possible consequences -- bad appraisal, bad feedback, bad rating and finally loss of job. He didnt budge.

Asked PM for replacement, she refused. So i have to live with this idiot asshole person not ready to mend his ways. And this is shittiest of person i have ever known. He is a parasite who sucks your blood with faked up ignorance.

Bloody asshole. Dont know how long i gotta tolertate this fuckard. It drains me in the end of every meeting / session with him but he doesnt budge. And PM doesnt replace him. Life me shit happens, and with me it happens more frequently than in anybody else.

Cant stop lovin u

first night together
Holding each other
feeling each other
cant stop loving you

mumblings and whisperings
cell phone yearnings
look at the missed calls
peek-a-boo at the texts

seems like the best times together
still getting close babeh
holding onto each other
the surreal memories....

remembering smell of ur skin
remembering u n ur bloom
u r the only one who makes me complete
cant stop loving u

need u for every moment i live
every breath i make
every terrain i walk
every mountain i climb
every plain i sail through

Just whisper in my ears
I love you :)

Infidelity!!

PD and ASD, if you read this then 2 words for you : F**** off :))

Whats the greatest sin ? Ask me ?

Its infidelity. Nothing is shittier and worst than this. The one who does it gets punished severly. Right here in this birth :)

And then if somebody drops in here to read me from Milton Keynes, tech Mahindra or IBM Pune it doesnt matter.

If somebody said, i dont love you, I love PD, then what would i have done ? I would have released the lady. And said go , why stop somebody who doesnt confide in u anymore or is happy with u ?

But to put u in fix and wish for ur devastation is sin. And u shall reap babeh what u sown!! Infidelity de seeds wud get u down one day :). Me a gladiator, u cant get better f me for long time babeh...

Anyways chuck that sad part of life.

I feel i m happy now. Evolution finished. I wish Mez reads me. I wish i cud help her. I wish i cud help her get all happiness of life from GOD.

Anyways.

Its good riddance all the way. I had planned for post on "moral policing " and return of RT. But that wud wait. Today its a golden day for me. I can return to 2005 days or e1 before. When I came to Pune from Mumbai. To those pre 2005 days with clutter free mind and new mantra of "excellence in lyf" everything i do!!

Infidelity!!

PD and ASD, if you read this then 2 words for you : F**** off :))

Whats the greatest sin ? Ask me ?

Its infidelity. Nothing is shittier and worst than this. The one who does it gets punished severly. Right here in this birth :)

And then if somebody drops in here to read me from Milton Keynes, tech Mahindra or IBM Pune it doesnt matter.

If somebody said, i dont love you, I love PD, then what would i have done ? I would have released the lady. And said go , why stop somebody who doesnt confide in u anymore or is happy with u ?

But to put u in fix and wish for ur devastation is sin. And u shall reap babeh what u sown!! Infidelity de seeds wud get u down one day :). Me a gladiator, u cant get better f me for long time babeh...

Anyways chuck that sad part of life.

I feel i m happy now. Evolution finished. I wish Mez reads me. I wish i cud help her. I wish i cud help her get all happiness of life from GOD.

Anyways.

Its good riddance all the way. I had planned for post on "moral policing " and return of RT. But that wud wait. Today its a golden day for me. I can return to 2005 days or e1 before. When I came to Pune from Mumbai. To those pre 2005 days with clutter free mind and new mantra of "excellence in lyf" everything i do!!

Liberated, Independent and Back to life YaYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Bloody hell, a huge baggage has gone off my back and I am liberated forever. Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, i m damn happy. Somebody just liberated me for good. I feel free and feel like flying. I can live my life my own way and in my own terms. No knuckles of past bothering me down, no guilt, no pain and plus no spying eyes.

Infidelity, guilt, separation, finger pointing, blame game, fights, issues, silent treatments, ego boosts and of course the pangs of lost love no more to haunt me. Screw them, they go off the boil. Off goes the huge load of infinite guilt and a life subdued for no reason. For an unknown fear that I broke heart of somebody. But I didnt. I had a broken heart. Somebody left me for somebody else with false promises made to be together forever. And I was the one held responsible for it. Go off.

And the news i got today made my day, made my year. i would be myself now. The one i always wanted to be since 16. Life gives you one more chance, go grab it. Like I m gonna do!!

I am happy to live life my own way on my own terms and my own conditions. Indpendence personfied and liberation achieved. Can somebody else be as happy as me like NOW ? IF you want mantra for happiness, get in touch with me .

I would help you out in being happy for ur own good letting go of ur own restrictions which hold no meanings which reil you to submission to the new fucked up saddisms of life. Life jeena he to khul ke jeeyo yaar, mar mar ke kya jeena ? I would tell you how your daemons hold you from living a fulfilled life.

I am glad that I am alive. Celine Dione song never hold greater significance than now and never mine existence basked in glory more than it is now.

Thanks Sam for being there. You rock dude and you are the BEST :)

Kya aap Tweet Tweet Karte he Sweets ?

How cool are u ji on the net ?

If you are on orkut ?

If you are on hi5 ?

If you are on zorpia ?

If you are on linkedlin ?

If you are on facebook or myspace ?

If you have a blog ? Hahah, noooooooo

If you have 500 orkut friends, its no longer coool. 10000 odd posts might be very common on orkut...woops not posts but scraps....Sorry ji, m more into blogs, so posts nikalta hai...

Screw all, if u hv all this then u aint no longer freaking cool being on net!!

You d be cool only when you would tweet and tweet huge. Have a country of followers and followings....Today a tweetup was being held up in Mumbai..On terms of blogmeets.

In hay days of orkut, people used to write "no stranger friend requests, i m here to keep in touch with my old friends" n then privacy on orkut came and socializing on orkut lost its charm!!

This days ji, its Twitter. Add more followers and more hot you are, or lets say more cooler quotient you have.....Good Twitter is the new bookmark of "social media" in 2009..