Friday, September 25, 2009

A not on my refrigarator

"you have made a difference to my thoughts. You bring out a softer part of me on the xteriors. You make me dream, you make me go loose on my knees, you excite me, you make me crave for you. You are one angel in my life, one baby in my life which I would always want to have forever so that I remain the way I am, when I think about you. You know that you are a special one for me."

Thats me right now.

A not on my refrigarator

"you have made a difference to my thoughts. You bring out a softer part of me on the xteriors. You make me dream, you make me go loose on my knees, you excite me, you make me crave for you. You are one angel in my life, one baby in my life which I would always want to have forever so that I remain the way I am, when I think about you. You know that you are a special one for me."

Thats me right now.

Weekend Blabbers

This has been the best of the days in America so far for me. Today also makes this trip as my longest one in this country and outside my country. Country holds such a great significance here. My country. Where do I come from ? India. Oh man....

There are reasons for being happy.

Come October, I would begin my tours. New York, Niagra, New Hampshire in the first weeks of October. To check the coloring leaves in the fall in upper North East here would be an amazing experience for me. So thats one thing to be happy. Diwali weekend with my cousin in the West coast along with his kids.

Two, I think I can now be a bit carefree.

Three and the biggest, I cleared a big hurdle. Objective questions have never been my forte. Its like short bowling and Dada. Dada is my icon and like him i can never seem to be able to get thru the objective exams. But today I cleared one. Alright not fair attempts, but in the end results matter and today it says PASS. Few days back I had failed. In this same blog in December I had written how heart breaking it is to fall short by 1% adrift of the cut-off. Today I got through with it. Few years ago when I appeared for entrance test to engineering, I failed miserably 2 times on the trot. Objective questions. In school I was undisputed topper. I could write. Write well and as they say " could slog and write". In hindi we say "Falte mare" or "jabardast fek fek ke likha". When it comes to choosing one or two correct options, I fumble. I fumble in the life, I fumble with the exams. Exams give you second chance. Third may be. Life doesnt.

And finally somebody could acknowledge my feelings for that person. It feels great, real great. You long for somebody and you get to feel it. The craving you get and your thoughts strike a chord in the heart of somebody when it matters. A rarity for me. Rest I dont know. Touchwood.

And Monday is Dusshera. In September Dusshera sucks. It should fall late in October and Diwali in November. They are good times. Not the ones when Diwali falls in October. The rest of the year then loses its charm. Amongst the festivals that still hold relevance for me is Diwali. And yes Ganesh festival but cos my dad's bday falls during those days.

I would also advice folks in Pune to be cautious and careful with ongoing Swine flu pandam.....Stay safe guys.

Have a great weekend folks.

Blog deleted!!!

I just wrote a post "Blog not found". And she deleted her blog. Her blog showed updated and I clicked it....Google showed 'Blog not found".

I dont know if she has changed her URL or she has deleted her blog. Whatever it is, this is not good thing.

I would urge her to restore the blog and return to the world of addiction -- blog. Join me in getting her baack to the blogs.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Option

What do you do when you know a situation you are trying to fix wont be fixed ? You aint the only stakeholder in that scene. There are more than 1 stakeholders and who are not as committed as you on fixing the situation.

Give up and be yourself....Enjoy whatever time is left in that situation, cos you know the end result. End result wont be in your favor and you know it. However hard and sincere efforts you make, the powerful people wont let the tide turn in your favor. So what do you do ? Cry over spit milk or turn around the things by having fun ?

I just chose the 2nd option. I dont know what lies ahead. But things have to change and NOW.