Saturday, March 14, 2009

Sway me, Bend me, Dance wiith ME

She just said a good bye. But that was a dangerous propositions for him.....He knew what it meant. He expectedly played it down. And he backed off. He didnt make an effort to understand the supposedly under currents of the gesture. He just smiled and in his typical Will Smith way just waived a hand............

She then walked back to him in the aisle and asked him "Shall we dance and jig a leg together". He was happy in his own world. He was with music and a book. A notebook was lying near him uncharged and he had put it on the charger.

He was flustered. he didnt know what to reply. She was gazing him in his eyes and it was just impossible for him to ignore her. She wanted to dance with him n just loose herself in the process. She was waiting for him to come forward and hold her tight. She wanted to do that and he was trying to run away. He didnt want to, but he was.

Music was loud and the jigging legs were in sync. She was waiting for his answer. He was laidback. He didnt want to succumb to the pressure of this proposition from her. He knew it was dangerous. But he was helpless. He ought to give her an answer.

Unable to fight with his inner self, he went ahead and joined her. He hold her and put one hand around her neck and the other around her waist. And danced together day as if nobody was watching them. He synced with her and she threw herself to him. They kissed on the floor and he said "Wouldja marry me". "Sway me, bend me, ease me, you have a way with me". She said yes. They kissed and did it even more.

They were together for some time and then for some more time together and some more time and some more.........

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Weekly Rants!!

The work is getting crazier and crazier. and its taking toll on me. Losing the power of analysis, losing the power to turn around the things and losing the ability to reason. May be bcos i have been sincere and committed. May be i should change that. Working my ass off for 15 hours a day isnt doing me any good. I gotta make some crucial decisions in next few weeks or may be days, so i gotta have clear mind.

I just feel anguished. I give up when disaster strikes. I was kinda chilled for half of the day but post lunch i froze in my seat when i received the email from client which had list of not done requirements. And then i formed the picture of things to come and just froze for 20 mins. Caught numb, no reaction. Stoned mind.

I have had to apologise to P, call her up and say my inability to not speak to her today. Well thats one of the only positive thing happening in my life. To come to any decision, i need a clear mind. I have made this blog a virtual dumping ground of my feelings related to work.

I have committed deep in mind that i am gonna now live life for me and be tough, be ruthless and be selfish. Not look for idealistic situation and not look for solutions thats gonna put me in dock. Leave behind the stress, be cheerful and think of the life to come. Touchwood, i would be able to turn around the things.

I am now gotta live the life for my own, reprioritize my situations and life. And act accordingly. hope and pray that my life @ work improves and things go smooth. Badly needed for me.

Weekly Rants!!

The work is getting crazier and crazier. and its taking toll on me. Losing the power of analysis, losing the power to turn around the things and losing the ability to reason. May be bcos i have been sincere and committed. May be i should change that. Working my ass off for 15 hours a day isnt doing me any good. I gotta make some crucial decisions in next few weeks or may be days, so i gotta have clear mind.

I just feel anguished. I give up when disaster strikes. I was kinda chilled for half of the day but post lunch i froze in my seat when i received the email from client which had list of not done requirements. And then i formed the picture of things to come and just froze for 20 mins. Caught numb, no reaction. Stoned mind.

I have had to apologise to P, call her up and say my inability to not speak to her today. Well thats one of the only positive thing happening in my life. To come to any decision, i need a clear mind. I have made this blog a virtual dumping ground of my feelings related to work.

I have committed deep in mind that i am gonna now live life for me and be tough, be ruthless and be selfish. Not look for idealistic situation and not look for solutions thats gonna put me in dock. Leave behind the stress, be cheerful and think of the life to come. Touchwood, i would be able to turn around the things.

I am now gotta live the life for my own, reprioritize my situations and life. And act accordingly. hope and pray that my life @ work improves and things go smooth. Badly needed for me.

Love ka dose -- I

I believe in doing things together when in Love. And I also believe there is no scope for individuality in a relationship. You might find some ME moments, but you dont lose your identity in love. You attain one more dimension to your personality, one more facet and one more aspect to your soul. And thats the beauty of luv. Dont frown on loss of your individuality, but feel happy that you become WE from I. Its all about being together, its all about evolving together and its all about lovin each other.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Word Clot

Word clot, writers block, frozen thoughts, choked feelings, cluttered mind, work all the way. Have a happy and safe Holi. Enjoy the colors of festival and rang ur mind with basantis and red. Red is my latest fad.....