Stuck............

in Dubai due to a faulty schedule by the trravel agent....Horrible
experiences. Would share later. Right now sitting in a room waiting to
board the next United flight to Washington Dulles at 810 AM (Dubai
time , whatever time zone). I reach CT at around 8 PM and next day
attend client office.........

Isnt it sounding like a superb movie scene :)

FLying to USA tonite

i fly out tonite to US amidst lot of frenzy and inhibition. build up to this wasnt very good. lot of stress to dispose off the house stuff and the preparations to the trip. lot of followups and calls. i almost said f** off to the travel agent and  then i said sorry. 3 days of calling and no tickets till last evening in the office. gave a plush party to the team.

 

got 125 calls for the household items in a single day on thursday. was crazy and i was stressed out in the end.

 

pain of leaving country and folks always remains but then its a new times for me on relationship front and the career. so i just wish i make it true and return with success.

 

I would be back to blogging very soon. Till then keep missing me.

 

Cheers.

Sam

Relocating..............

Moving on emotionally is very well and easy. Doesnt involve any tantrums from the other stakeholders like packers and movers. But when you have to move on physically you gotta take care of lot of things. Sell out your stuff, pack your bags, work, ask for tickets, pester travel desk for visa docs and moreover deal with emotional baggage of going away from family, country for a while.

I have been moving my bases every 11 months and this time its in 8 months.

I would be moving out to US for an indefinete period. Good and bad. So wont be blogging from Friday IST till Monday evening (EST).

Dont have any known reader from US. So not sure if it makes sense to anticipate meeting any blogger.

Bon boyage !!

I

Added :

Award time.

This time to Vyshu for her beautiful small writeups full of messages worth implementing. Enjoy mate.

I am more of an individualistic now. I believe in personal choices and respecting them. Every body makes his or her own choice owing to some conditions, thought process. And I am fine with those choices. Their life. Not mine. If i get influenced by those choices, I find a way not to get influenced.

I am also learning to keep things simple now and taking things lightly.

My take on relationships have changed. I am more of I, ME, MYSELF person now. I prefer not to lose my identity in any relationship. Chill in the relationship, have quality ME time. That would spur the WE time.

Can anything in India be achieved without emotional drama ? Rational thinking and logic are aliens ?

Getting emotional or overreacting complicates the things. Trust me it happens big time.

When you go through a lot in life, suffer heartbreaks, acidity there are 2 options :

1) Sulk n Crib
2) Laugh on your own jokes

I do both. When m on my own, i do 1. When m with friends i do 2. Laugh on jokes on myself. My tummy is anyways source of lot of jokes within my friends. So I crack joke around it and laugh myself. Good way. Isnt it ?

I gotta learn to chill. Take it easy. Not cloud my thinking. For what i can see i would need things to keep a lot lot simpler and easy going in next few months. Not make things hard by my style of reaction. Its very difficult for me to keep my excitement abuzz for long. If not excited or quiet then i gotta be neutral.

Just as heads up. Blog would be lull over the weekend. Moving on. For good, for long or short. Dont know. Its good to leave a city which gave you lot of painful moments in your life. Where you buried your exuberant self and had to endure a lot.

Anky, finally I leave your city and finally take out the last residuals of your existence in me. dont ask me where.

To end up this, i would like to close out a self imposed ban. Ban on communicating with my blog friends. I would like to open up and talk a bit more with my readers. But will the readers do ?

Do I stand a chance ?

He thought....

"Ever since I saw you I've kinda started liking you and keep thinking about you . I know you are a mature and practical person , difficult to impress but still atleast I can open my heart in front of you .

Just wanna be a close frnd of you who can share all the joys and sorrows of life with you .I 'm a bit crazy at times but overall I'm a nice guy .

Do I stand a chance . Always remember......... The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT.

Remember that we pass this way only once."

Do I stand a chance ?

He thought....

"Ever since I saw you I've kinda started liking you and keep thinking about you . I know you are a mature and practical person , difficult to impress but still atleast I can open my heart in front of you .

Just wanna be a close frnd of you who can share all the joys and sorrows of life with you .I 'm a bit crazy at times but overall I'm a nice guy .

Do I stand a chance . Always remember......... The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT.

Remember that we pass this way only once."

Cherry Amour

Added : Please add meaningful comments, not just for sake of it. I know its nice n sweet. But please read entire post, this is not timepass, its serious. So only if you have worthwhile stuff to add, then comment.

My adorable princess in the night
I searched the book of the cosmos for you
And there you were, my brightest star
A detailed flame of purest joy

That coalesced the heavens in extreme awe
The world, you have at your fingertips
And all the worlds and stars beyond
Tell me what you know of them
Do they shine from your essence

Or glow from the sight of your dramatic beauty
Do they travel the universe to be in unity with you
Do they wait for their cataclysmic, fateful end
So that the shattering pieces that remain of them

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And no matter how hard it gets
we will always have each other
we will cherish our love
and cherish one another

Because things could get worse
or they could get better
we may dry tears from our eyes
or they may only get wetter

****************************************
And in my heart you’ll always be
From now until forever,
No matter what, no matter where
We’ll always be together

You’re the thought that starts each morning,
The conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
And everything I say

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Dear You,

Your name brings me down on my knees. I feel a special feeling within. I know I can be myself and you can be yourself if there was a chance in the world we got together.

I have a wish to see you happy, a wish to see you cheerful. Doesnt matter if i see you or you see me ever in life. You shall always be cherry amour for me. My nice lil cherry amour. Doesnt matter if at all we would be together even for a fraction of second. You know, I know we rock together. You are like a candle in the night. Like shining star in the sky, you are that moon which enlightens my life.

The first thing you know is what I do every time i get into my office and open the reader. The first thing you know is what I do when i log onto my gmail account. I crave for you.

For me the relationship is about being together and yet retaining the individuality. Not expecting anything else but love. Just plain simple vanila love. I know what you feel. It doesnt make sense to not give your feelings a chance. You never know what could it turn out to be somethin magical and surreal. Listen to your heart. Listen to your voice within.

My life changes in a week's time. I dont know if at all before this you would read this. But i want to let you know I have some very surreal feelings for you in my heart. A feeling which people call LOVE.

Give your feelings a chance. Give this thing one fair chance.

All i can say is the life would rock if we being together. Laughters, PJs, PDAs, movies, IPL, daredevils and movies with lotsa romance wud follow. Think about it mate.